Last night was the first night I didn't cry myself to sleep this week. The three nights prior, I was a sobbing, sniffly mess.
I've cried
a lot this week.
It's been a rough one, to say the least.
Alfie is going to live with his new family today, and it hurts a lot more than I ever anticipated.
For over six years, Alfie has been a
big part of my life. I love that little dog so much, and I am so very grateful for his companionship.
He's been a good dog.
He's been a good
friend.
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| My tiny pup in 2005. |
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| Looking very handsome after his first haircut in 2006. |
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| My little companion. |
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| Our wedding in 2008. |
It's a bittersweet goodbye. Bitter, because I will miss the little guy
so very much. Sweet, because I know Alfie will have a wonderful life with his new family. Without going into detail about the dynamics of juggling a special-needs dog and a baby (
I am thinking only positive thoughts today), I know this is the right decision for our family, and I know Alfie will be happier with his new family. He'll get two walks a day (
two!). He'll have a fenced-in yard, where he can run and play. He'll have two doggie brothers, too. He is going to have a happy life.
That makes my heart happy.
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| There's nothing cuter than a puppy in a basket! |
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| Our engagement photos in 2008 |
Sometimes decisions don't come easy. It's incredibly hard to let go of something (
someone) you love, even when you know it's the right thing to do.
I love you, Alfie Raphie. Always will.